For some reason I’m sitting here and just drifting into thought (having the time to do this again is such a delicious luxury to my hungry mind)! And that little universal phrase just cropped up in big flashing, neon colours. I’m not sure why. I can’t say I ever gave this "cliché" quote much thought before, but for some reason tonight it’s speaking to me in such crazy volumes.

You know what? I am soooo in a good mood, and so eternally grateful for what i have in my life at this point in time. I’m thankful that i’m able to say with honesty that I love all that I am and that I love my life.

I feel. . . . .

Content.

I feel alive, Inspired, driven, divine…like I’ve solved some big mystery, like i’ve been given a few more pieces to this damn awkward puzzle of existence and i’m starting to make it all out now. You see, none of this is really that new. Infact, it’s so familiar. I was at this stage once before and was totally confident and happy with everything i had going for me…i knew exactly what I was doing, where i was going and I was in complete control. But then…i screwed it up! Because the last time I reached this point, this perfect zone..i got way too cocky and I lost it all. This time it’s going to be different. I know not to make the same mistakes again. I’m going to keep on progressing. Now I’m back on the track I belong I will keep on going forward. I will continue to walk this path. With eyes fixed firmly ahead, so full of this fire and burning intent. Time for me to look forward not behind. Because all of those who stay looking behind are then far too busy to see what is coming toward them. And that is when the opportunities are missed. Those are the people who loose their chances and end up going absolutely nowhere! Don’t get me wrong…it’s very important that we don’t forget the past (or we are doomed to repeat). But there is a big difference between remembering it and living in it! The past is not worth forfeiting the future. Lets face it, the past is full of some shit times, and even shittier people. We’ve all been there..and for some reason we still waste so much of our present letting all of those things wind us up and infect out minds. It’s such a tragic waste of our energy that we could be putting to such a better use.

The thorns of the past that once stabbed our sides are not worth us being afraid to smell the roses. I for one plan to enjoy every single moment as I watch my present bloom into something that will become a beautiful future.