Holy hell, it’s been a long time since I posted! I figured it was time for an update…since Ive been really busy at doing nothing and then suddenly…BAM!.. here now..

I have been really frenzied with so much stuffs around me.

I am happy. Not empty. At night I would lay in bed and rediscover what it felt like to love and be loved again. Sometimes you get so caught up in life that you forget how to have fun, to love, how to feel alive, how to feel creative. The problem with me is that Im my own worst enemy..and before… laying in bed and thinking about it sometimes really didn’t help my life, or feel good about it in some retrospects. Now i have someone, a person who truly loves me who makes me jittery at times. *smiles*. Damn you nerves!

Im so fucking happy right now, I wouldn’t change it for the world.