I can be a failure to everything that should be happening, and all i can do is stand over him watching and waiting… uhh.. shit..im sorry but i really must stop shaking,,,im sure everything is fine, everything will be dazzling in decision.
I want him to stay because i cant stand these worries that haunt me.
Im losing sleep (again), another sleepless night..not promises..no tomorrow.. (i hope not)
I dont want fear involved here, i just want to follow my heart.

I truly love this person unconditionaly.